In case you didn't know, today, August 8, 2011 would have been my 5th wedding Anniversary. 5 years ago, I decided to marry my best friend, it was one of the happiest days of my life. Now today, August 8, 2011, happens to be one of the saddest.
This is a pic of Annie only a day old.
I am sitting alone in the house I bought with my wife, eating some shitty dinner wondering where I have gone wrong. Now every time I try and start a new relationship with someone, it just ends in failure and chaos. I have talked to people, I have read books and just when I start feeling like the fog is lifting, it doesn't get any brighter.
From what I hear things will get better, and just writing in this blog has made me feel better.
Thanks Everyone for reading!
Sincerely,
Joey Cipolla
I know how hard it is Joey and yes, it does get better. One piece of advice (if you don't mind my saying): stop trying to start new romantic relationships. It can take up to 2 years (sometimes longer) to grieve the loss of a marriage. You need to concentrate on grieving your losses, forgiveness, healing yourself and working on personal growth. Focus on all the successes in your life and on all the good things - make a list; there are probably more than you think. You need to become a full and happy person on your own before inviting a new partner into your life. Best wishes, Joey, you're a great person, and you deserve a happy life. =) (Oh, and read that book I gave you.)
ReplyDeleteIt sucks things didn't work out. Sorry my friend.
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